Not feeling nearly as bad today... but coughing up a storm.. its making it really hard to sleep, i called the dr they have no openings till mon, (go figure) so i guess i get to deal. the humidifier helped some last night, so we will see how it goes tonight. im just praying heidi doesn't catch this too! speaking of heidi... god did she embarrass me today, i was in target with emily, who had given her her wallet, and in emily's wallet was her birth control. of course heidi HAD to take it out while i wasn't looking, only to be told by some very judgmental angry woman who goes, "your baby has your pills" very condescending like. i mean, i get that its not good she had them, but there is no way she could ever get to them in the blister pack! i felt awful. i seriously wanted to leave the store after that. i mean god, shit happens, i would have seen in the next few seconds any ways, so then people were shaking their heads and whispering about us. i am so mad about it! i have never felt like such an awful mother in my life, and i really didnt even do anything wrong. i hate people sometimes!